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; Sunday, January 24, 2010
NOTE: If you dun wanna get affected by my feelings, dont read it... If you dont care... Continue...YDC, EDC ! Why me myself must care so much? You guys just think you guys have alot in mind... Think bout others... Think bout me... Dont i have anything in my mind? Dont i have worries? Dont i have stress? Dont i have dreams and stuff? Yes, i do... But does anyone care? Does anyone care how i feel? Does anyone care what i think? What bout thinking bout how much effort i put in? All i get back nth... Its always liddat... Every year... Every time... What have i freaking done wrong? I tried t make things perfect just t have fun.. But in th end, it is ME who messed it up, aint i right? It always has been me tht messed up everything, doing everything wrongly... I'm just an extra in all of your lives... I'm not gonna plan any freakin stuff from today onwards... If you guys wanna go out, plan yourself... If its those kind tht will b canceled last min, please invite me... And make me th reason tht made you guys cancel last min... It all my fault, nothing i do is ever right... Appreciated? Never... Thanked? Never... Blamed? Every single time... If you guys are pity-in me? I suggest you dont... Coz... I'm made t do these kind of things... I'm born t get blamed... Born t get bullied and make ppl happy... Just do whatever you guys want with me.. I dun give a shit damn alrdy... CONTINUE... I DUN CARE... Coz no one does... Its just me thinking tht everyone does... But th truth is tht they dont... I'm just too naive... Let me continue thinking this... Let me continue getting bullied and make you guys have fun... Let me continue getting blamed for all th wrong tht you guys did... I dont mind... I dont care... Why? Because i need friends... I need friends tht make me feel tht i'm important... I dun expect them t really think tht i'm important t them... I just need they t LIE t me... Just make me FEEL it... I'll just smile a fake smile t make you guys think i'm happy so tht you guys can do things t me tht make you guys happy... I promise, you guys wun know its a fake smile... So you guys will b happy... WHY TH HECK AM I SO DAMN FUCKING EMOTIONAL? Sayin sorry is a habit.. Cnt change... For everything i do, right or wrong, when i feel tht i've done wrong, th word sorry will pop out... My quote, SMILE EVEN WHEN YOU'RE SAD... Is made for you guys... Not for me t look pretty or anything... Promises... What are they? Are they just words tht come out of your mouth and forgotten th next second? I think otherwise... Promises are made coz you really wanna do it... Not just for show... There's a new quote... Its : PUSH TH BLAME ON ME... ITS ALL MY FAULT... BLAME IT ON ME... FAKE SMILES ARE EVERYTHING T ME NOW... Fake smiles cures everything... It hides your true feelings... And it makes ppl happy toos... Starting from today, I'll be afraid t take up challenges... EMO DAY!!! |